While I was trying to figure out the song order for JAP, this was always going to be about the second or third song on the album. the whole concept Of Joy Acid Pact, the thought of what I had envisioned, changed when I came back from Sydney, and I realized this had to be the closer. Its been called the most compelling song I've recorded so far, and that's probably true. Its another massive song, written about my cousin Mary, who Died in New York form a heroin overdose in the early 80s. it was written for the long awaited second Maladaptive Solution record, and in time for Bondi Hippies, but it was another one I held back. Recorded in Boulder, Colorado and Sydney. I am very proud of this, eclectic as it is.